~peachgirl101

Such an exhausting day with the puppy. I swear every day he seems to be getting heavier, already topping over 30lbs, its insane. And to think he still can't jump into the truck by himself and expects me, who is only used to lifting cats or 10lbs animals, has to pick him up.

First we went to the dog park, expecting maybe a couple owners and their companions there with them, but nope. We were there all by ourselves, so Deuce got to enjoy himself a lot. He has sooo much energy, its impossible for me to keep up with him! He swam, ran after the squirrels and birds(which I must say was funny). Let's not forget the fact that it was extremely hot. Good thing I stopped off and grabbed two water giant water bottles for Deuce and I. He enjoy the cold drink getting squirted into his mouth.

I made sure I took lots of photos, though I wish other dogs were there so I could get some of him playing with other dogs. He is the friendly little pit bull ever, well to dogs. He still bites me all the time. I have to admit I'm really really scared of him. Though over and over again I'm told not to show my fear, how can I not when he's a beast at 4 months?!?!

Then we headed off to doggy heaven and stopped at Pet's Mart. Though it was a trip for cat stuff, I got his nails clipped. He jumped on this pregnant woman which freaked me out soo bad, though the lady enjoyed it and was happy and petted him. While the whole time his tail was flapping a thousand miles per hour.So right after they tell me his nails are all done, I see him and sadly they put a bandana on him, my manly pure muscle dog is wearing clothes, sigh. Though I kept it on for some pictures later. So anyways the minute we left after I payed for my items and his nail clipping, we walk out and he pees EVERYWHERE. I was like oh gosh. This woman saw and just laughed.

What a day.

I've had such a good day.

I baked over 50 chocolate chip cookies, exercised, took the dogs on a walk, took tons of photos, played in the rain, and even chased a trash can. It was some serious fun to day. But overall just a simple day.

What makes this an even better day, America's Best Dance Crew 2 comes back on today. Wooo!

So anyways, more of an update on me. I went to visit an art school. I wasn't really impressed. It was a nice building. Friendly, but I don't like that small of classes. And to get out of college and not even make nearly enough money I put into going there, thats not a good thing. And plus I didn't have about 1,000 dollar, that I would have to spend on the recommended camera, god I would love a camera that awesome, but seriously I'm 18, unemployed and literally messed up, physically and mentally.

I guess I'm either taking a year off or going to community college and take a couple classes, which I don't mind all that much. Or who knows maybe I'll go get help at a treatment center, and get all my other problems fixed and I won't be to scared to accept the art insitute or the other colleges I was accepted in.

But I guess whatever happens, happens. I'll just continue to take photos and try to enjoy life as it comes.

And p.s. I love my new deviant ID, its me chasing my neighbors trash can, which at the time, I believed was ours. Lol.

I think I'm going to start expanding on my pictures. Though I still love to take photos of animals and nature, I just want to branch out some more.

Well thats it.

Wow, been busy or just rather lazy. I've been taking pictures of the signs of spring popping in down here in Texas, though just haven't been uploading many really.

Though I did just upload some of my latest shots of the cats, and my random find with a squirrel and his snack.

I have THEA tomorrow morning, and I have to be up around 5 a.m., joy. Yet I'm still awake and its almost 12 am. I just want to flip through my files and upload whatever photos I believe to be decent.

Well there are more pictures to come, so look forward to them, I'll try to show some variety, or maybe leave my area and snap some shots.

-Catt

Wow February seems to be flying by, soon spring break will be here. Then prom and then graduation. Freaky scary!

My worst week this new year has finally come to an end, I feel relieved. Oh yah, I quit my job, lol. I just went in there and quit, and my boss was like I understand. I felt stressed.

I'm been trying to get out and explore and take some new pictures. Havent gotten to it though. But ive had this idea for one photo, so hopefully later in the morning, i will attempt at it.

So I literally suck at updating my journals, all of them, where-ever they may be. So here I am updating.

Lets see...this school year is almost over and I'll be graduating and go ...... (fill in the blank..lol) I don't know where I want to go. Though the choice isn't mine really, my mother wants to CONTROL me.

Umm...been having nightmares, don't cheap sleep meds, yah i'm on meds, tons. Though my parents think I'm out of control, so what is the answer, remove them all, with me having withdraws, having no sleep..and when i do sleep I get nightmares. Stranges one too. So strange that i'd share

"Emo pastors daughters don't wear bras" in the dream, emo was a religion...and I don't know i think I wanted to play some odd sport, and my mom in the dream said i couldnt wear a bra because emo's dont wear bras. Then my father in the dream gave me this old fashion bra, it looked ancient, and it was soooo ugly, i can remember it exactly, it was tanish, literally covered ur whole entire chest...it had patches. Not really much of strapes either..it was dreadful. Yah I'm insane, at least my dreams are.

My next nightmare was about me driving.....ohhh god, that is scary. my best guy friend was in the car with me, and we driving all over the town(not much of one..) and kept going back and forth, and then we went to a grocery store, and I had a stolen check, and i wanted these hair bracelets and they wouldnt let me get them without my id, so i ran back to my car and got it and than got my stolen hair bracelets...yahhhh and we almost died acouple times..and i remember dropping my best friend off at a strange place

My recent one...i was reading the newspaper, and i find out my best guy friend has died. FROM DOG FIGHTING.........?????? it was just terrible...i woke up and was like is he alive?

Those are my nightmares.

Photography, been taking loads of pictures trying to find some inspirations, but can only see it in what i hold dear, my pets. Yah I'm interested in other things but I just love my cats. So be prepared for ultra cuteness of them.

I'm falling behind in school..poop. I'm just not interested, when I should be since im in all electives except three classes...but yah.

Will share another day.